Simply im feeling more and more empty... Everyday life is like SuperJunior, ShinChan, ZhongJiSanGuo. And of course... Schooling! the most boring one. It's so lifeless.
Plus i have been spending way too much this few months. Fcuk lah. In shortly 2months like this, im likely spending almost over 500$$. Wanying!! What are you doing lah!! Craps. After next week's payment, im not going to spend anymore money on useless things! Im like simply leading myself to a big hole fill with evilness. Even like people dont know what bad things i have done, i know it myself. I do feel bad myself. But it cant be spoken out. The secret must be living in the darkness. once it's out to the sunshine, im dome! Wanying have done too many bad things to be forgiven... What can i do man... *crys*