Affiliates.
i suddenly purely think that everything is a lie,it's just purely admire.
i dont love him, in fact, i dont even like him.
but i treat him like a normal friend admiring him every minute, every second only.
i fooled by my mind again.
i dont like anyone still i guess.
cause today i got a skip beat which i never had for so long. a skip beat that doesnt belong to him.
boredom emotion is at the very deep of the ocean.
i cant understand myself now, how can others then?
i really cant different shape love and admire anymore.
i cant, anymore.
i dont know what's love....
i dont, never again... :(
let me cry out please,
let me do what i can and what i want please.
that's what i purely ask for.
just that...
i really hope yongqin is here.
he can just shout a me and scold me!!
his lecture simply wakes me up.
Obscene!! i maked a fell again!
you're the on that pulled me out the last time...
can you do that again.
i got injured this this.. once again!
i wanna cry. but nothing comes out.
i wanna hurt myself, but im afraid.
i wanna be a ghost with no feelings, but everything came in once. D:
Wanying!!
