
I feel like crying all of a sudden.
Looking at my dad, suffering, fighting against this cancer.
I know, i really know, his day is getting nearer and nearer..
He cant even breath properly now.
I really know..
But im soo not prepared for any of this.
My tears are falling from saying all this.
Even my mum asked me to get my heart set and prepared.
I dont know what to do.
Im suddenly all afraid.
Afraid of the days...
The days without him..
Gosh! What can i do? (Crys)
Please, dont let everything happen that fast..