ZolynahhWoooEusebio!

2011-08-16T16:44:00.009+08:00

16082010.

It had been a year..
Time flies huh? Well, all of us do miss you alot..
I havent been a good girl. Or should i say i have gone worst? I went for a tattoo at my wrist. Well, i was craving for it. So i did it. Sorry.

Sigh, i havent been listening to mummy. Always disobeying her. Making her all worried. All sort of things unfilial child do. If you're here, i bet i'll be nagged like hell. Hahahs, really miss those nags.

So, how have you been? How's life on the nether world?

Are you still roaming around or had you reincarnated?
Well, whatever so.. You'll still be in our hearts. Living within us. iloveyou.

2011-07-19T23:48:00.001+08:00

This feeling aint fading away at all!

2011-06-08T17:53:00.002+08:00

The Final Chapter.

The Last Page.

The Fading smile.

The Hurting Memories.

2011-06-05T02:25:00.003+08:00

I'm unique!

And you're just not worth it.

2011-06-04T02:41:00.000+08:00

I hope I'm as important to you as you're to me.

2011-05-29T23:42:00.001+08:00

Screw me! I really regretted.

2011-05-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

Just once,

I wish i was as slutty as you're.

2011-05-25T23:27:00.003+08:00

Give me a break!

Am i still as cheerful as the time you first met me?

1 word, 6 letters.
S-T-R-E-S-S!

2011-05-23T23:15:00.004+08:00

I need some hugs and Ice-creams please.

If i tell you that it didn't bother me at all,

it's definitely a lie.

2011-05-21T13:21:00.002+08:00

Yes or No!

You're stress, we're stress, everyone is!!

Honestly, it dont make you look cool bottling everything up! Boy, you know we all care and worry for you. I dont know if you're just hiding it too well or is it you dont even bother to think about it. But seriously, make up your mind, stop saying i dont know all around. It doesnt solve any problems. It just makes people more fcuk up and stress..

That's all i can say for you!

GoodLuck.

2011-05-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

It's complicated..

2011-05-11T23:46:00.001+08:00

You aint worth at all.

Fcuk off my life...

2011-05-08T16:53:00.002+08:00

Happy Mothers Day! ^^
I love you, mama!

2011-05-06T17:15:00.007+08:00

Ms Zolynahh.

(Picture quality sucks! So i simply editted it till some crazy random effects.)

2011-05-03T22:19:00.007+08:00

Advertorial: Jar of Hearts!

New blogshop launched.
Come on! Everyone deserves to be pampered! ^^
The clothing are fashionable and affordable!

(click on picture to go to the link.)

Dresses!

Tops!

Casual!

More to come~

2011-05-02T20:38:00.002+08:00

I _____ You!
Even if there is a million words for me to fill into the space above,
none of them will be able to describe how i feel.

2011-04-25T13:53:00.004+08:00

Once upon a time

I'm feeling so lost now, everything seems to piss me off. Having serious mood swing nowadays too. Sigh~ What's wrong with me?
I really want to study hard, but i just couldn't concentrate!
I tried everything to get you off my mind, but nothing is working. I feel like I'm dying soon.. Tiring~
It's seriously annoying.. So just kill me please! That would be so much easier for me..

2011-04-21T01:34:00.004+08:00

My PigPen!

Previously it was like this. (On the Left!)

After cleaning up, it's sparkling! (On the Right!) *WinkWink*

2011-04-19T17:15:00.003+08:00

Bitch off!

Who do you even think you're stalking me and reporting it to people! Fcuk it!

2011-04-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

We got different life!

2nd day to get my mind organised. It's going on pretty well except for this afternoon, i sort of broke down and cried for awhile. But everything feels better after that. ^^ Im sure this is the way i want it to stay forever. Friend... Buddy... Pal..... and~ Strangers. ^^ It's so much more simple this way! Cause i know that simple things keeps me smiling. Im not going to hide anything. But face everything.. ^^ Tomorrow will be a better day yo! Enjoy it! *winkwink*

Went to CollegeWest super late today! Hehehhe! And im sorry, EuniceOw, AaronNg, Marsha, CindyTan.. My arrogant fcuk attitude was all i gave you guys today. Im seriously sorry! Was really having a hard time to smile.. But everything is okay now.. Im really sorry.

After CollegeWest, headed back home with AaronNg, StanleyTan, WeichongLim and VincentChia.. Parted with them and waited for FionnBidou at JurongEast. We went back to my lovely PigPen got her laptop and headed toward AcerBuilding and drop it there.
Went over to JurongPoint to get some stuff and KevinQuan joined us shortly. We went over to FionnBidou's house and chilled out downstairs for awhile. We took pictures together and so...
At around 11.20? KevinQuan and i took cab home.. It was awesome, thanks babies! *winkwink*

Btw, i think i should really catch up with CollegeWest studies and attend all those bloody class on time!! So it's time for bed! Bye sweeties! ^^

2011-04-13T01:06:00.013+08:00

I might not be pretty, but im gorgeous in my own way!

I know it's time to let go.. It's like a pressure to you now..
(At least this is what i feel it is to you.)
Im going to be fine this way. ^^
We're strangers yo! hehehe!

Trust me! ^^

It's back to CollegeWest life! It's awesome! All the laughter, all the fooling around, all the hugs from my sweeties and all the care. I really LOVE it! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Got to start studying hard and aim for Poly life! I can do it!! BABY! HAHAHAS! ^^

Thats all. End of chapter..

2011-04-09T11:58:00.004+08:00

Safe and sound!

The lovely ZolynahhHoWanYing is back from Vietnam.

It's really not my life there.. I'm using my life to go on this trip yo! The safety on road sucks! SERIOUSLY! And we went there to crawl the cu chi tunnel, climb to the peak to reach the Jesus statue.. But honestly, it's a beauty! Gosh! Other then those, Vietnam is boring~~ -3-

My worst oversea trip ever! I couldn't even get any souvenir yo! Bought nothing for my beloved friends and family. So sorry!

Will be going collect my heels and wedges later on at town with CindyTan and LeonPeh..

Then tomorrow going out with my sweeties! PhoebeLye and AnnabelleOng! Love them ttm.

2011-04-02T20:12:00.005+08:00

FionnBidou! I love you!

Thank you baby, you're always there..
No matter what happens, you're always supporting me.
Every break down i had, you're more anxious than anyone else.
None of my mask can fool you.
Trying your best to cheer me up when my tears start rolling down.
Tolerating my nonsense when im unreasonable.
Holding on your calm when my bitchy attitude shows.
Im sorry for all the trouble.

2011-03-29T23:41:00.011+08:00

MarinaBarrage!

Azuan - EuniceOw - SherlynWong - Marsha - ZolynahhHo - PhilemonLoh

Went MarinaBarrage to fly kites with CollegeWest sweeties today! ^^
It was filled with much laughter! Love it! ♥
After that, we went over to VivoCity and had our dinner there! PastaMania! ♥♥♥
After eating, we walked around VivoCity and i finally bought my portable charger and extract battery!
YEAH! ^^ We took bus 188 home after that! It was a totally awesome day!
We laugh, we joke, we fooled around! Lovely!

2011-03-26T13:13:00.005+08:00

HappyBirthday Lee Howon (이호원)

Way too hot to handle! ^^

I say "HO", you say "YA"
HO! YA! HO! YA!
WOAHOOO!

This is soooo CUTE! OhMyGosh!
Trot version of Before The Dawn! hahahs!

This is supposedly the original of the song!

2011-03-24T11:25:00.007+08:00

On 23March2011,

ShyBoy & Boss!
^^

Class BBQ wasnt that bad. Just because my rotten mood, i didnt enjoy it as much as i should had..

My eyes was swollen and puffy.. Super irritating, but forget it. hehehe!

On 22March2011,

Went back to SecondarySchool with PhoebeLye to get our testimonial. We met AlinaHo and AnnabelleOng chitchat for awhile, Me and PhoebeLye headed over to JurongPoint bought movie tickets and went to eat YakiYakiBo! ^^ Shortly after, AnnabelleOng joined us and we headed for the movie. Red Riding Hood! It was quite a awesome show! ^^ Love it. After Red Riding Hood, we continued with another movie. Perfect Rival! My second time watching, I still laugh and feel the pain! Hahahas! ^^ After that we headed home. *Loves*

2011-03-22T12:55:00.004+08:00

Inspirit! ♥

On Sunday, 20March2011.

Went out with FionnBidou and NgWeetong to OrchardCentral first to meet IgnatiusYam and have dinner together. After dinner, IgnatiusYam went back to work and the 3 of us went to Cineleisure to watch "Perfect Rival" Not a bad show! Honestly! ^^ After watching movie, we headed over to Geylang and had some RochorBeancurd! Jokes about prostitute automatically came out from FionnBidou and my mouth! hahahas!

Before the clock strikes midnight, we're all homed!

On Monday, 21March2011.

Went over to Alliance Francaise to pick FionnBidou up from school. We had lunch at BalmoralPlaza's WaffleTown! It was quite awful! They served raw steak. Seriously uncooked! -.- We complained and it's still the same! Super irritated. But forget it -.- After lunch FionnBidou and i headed over to Bugis wanting to get some clothing. But unfortunately, as far as we could see, all typical clothes that never change.. -3- So we went over to Illuma and catch the movie "Diary of a Whimpy Kid." It was pretty funny. After movie, we headed over to Aljunied to meet NgWeetong.. We took his friend's van over to Geylang RochorBeancurd again! After eating, his friend drove us over to Bedok and dropped us there. We then took Bus over to CenturyPoint and catch a movie again. "Rango" ^^ To me, it was pretty boring.. -3- Maybe because im sleepy.. Heheas! After that we all got home after the clock strikes midnight.

2011-03-19T12:23:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday CindyTanTanTan! ^^

Sister! You're 17 already!

I might not have known you for long, but till now,
my day with you always rocks to the max! It's always fun and loving! ^^

Love you tons sister! Always stay pretty and lovely!

ILOVEYOU! ♥ ♥ ♥

Went UniversalStudio yesterday with AaronNg, PhilemonLoh, LeonPeh, EuniceOw and CindyTan! ^^

It was FREAKING AWESOME! ^^

After one whole day of screaming, laughing and *staring*, the day light hits the night dawn.. And it's already 9pm! Time for Fireworks! It was really amazing! Trust me! ^^

After everything have ended, it's time for us to head home. ^^ I was pretty irritated at that moment because my freaking phone is running out of battery. So i actually threw some attitudes at my sweet friends. Im so sorry!

2011-03-18T07:04:00.000+08:00

You drove me crazy.

What...ARE you?

2011-03-15T19:00:00.003+08:00

I shouldnt be that naive again!

Would elaborate on what happened. But it taught me something new again.

But bitch, you're simply disgusting!

You look more pathetic than me!

You'll just wait and see, when the time is right, i'll fcuking throw everything back on you!

How do you expect to have true friends with you when you, yourself is such fcuker?

Get back into your cbhole lah hor!

Seriously!!

I really need to finish up my project! And help KevinQuan do the pictures.

Will update my blog more on Friday, which im going out with AaronNg, PhilemonLoh, LeonPeh, CindyTan and EuniceOw.

And Saturday, which im going study with FatinNasuha!

Cant wait! *LoveLove*

2011-03-13T00:09:00.008+08:00

Outerspace & HOlicks!

Went to Ion, Cine, Scape, OrchardCentral and 313SomerSet today with AlinaHo and GeyunLim.

Was enjoyable enough today! Totally miss this peeps! ^-^ It's never the same when im with CollegeWest mates. Maybe it's because they still dont have our style of craziness! Hahahs!

AND!!! Remember the Ignatius guy i previously post about? GeyunLim took his facebook for me! LOLS. Totally crazy huhs? Miss this feeling of blushing insanely! hahahs! But shockingly, he still remembers me. And i still do think he look a little like Howon!!! -3- Forget it! hahahs!

Im super tired! Muscles all aching! Should have a good sleep today and pack my room tomorrow plus start doing my project! Hwaiting Howanying!

2011-03-05T22:32:00.005+08:00

Stop believing WoonYongjie's rubbish!

Because im not having a crush on StanleyTan!

It's not that he's not good. But we just dont suit! Wtf?
He's just like a brother lah!
Stop everything! WoonYongjie!!!

Went out with LeonPeh, CindyTan, VincentChia and WeichongLim!

Dont want to say too much rubbish about our stupid day which we did nothing much. hahhas!

Our last stop was PlazaSg then LeonPeh and CindyTan went off. Leaving we 3 to walk around, we went over to OrchardCentral. I bought a 4gb camera-look thumbdrive there at CactusFarm. The cashier there name Ignatius was funny friendly! hahhas! He look a little like Infinite's Howon to me. But WeichongLim say he dont. Uhhhs~ So sad! hahhas! We walked here and there till probably 8.50pm we head home! ^-^

2011-03-02T22:40:00.003+08:00

I dont need you sympathy

I couldnt take it and broke down today. It has been so long since i meet GeyunLim, AlinaHo and ZhenhuiOng. But i cried.. On their shoulders it feels so secure.. Thank you and sorry girls..

Im going to be much stronger after wasting my tears on you once again. Im not crying anymore. I'll control. ^-^ No worries.

AaronNg! Sorry to let you worry much! Love you Mummy! ^0^ ♥

FionnBidou! You're always by my side. Worried sick for me. Im sorry! Thank you! ^3^ ♥♥♥♥

ZhenhuiOng, AlinaHo, PhoebeLye, GeyunLim, SheliaLim! Thank you babies! I ♥ U!

2011-03-01T19:14:00.003+08:00

Just for your sake!

Maybe im afraid that it will get busted! Lets just take it as nothing happened and get back to how we were before. Sigh, they just dont understand you well, maybe i dont too. But do still watch out you attitude. Im changing mine. So should you.

CollegeWest havent been too well nowadays. Im not catching up well for both Dwa and Intnw. Sigh! I should really pull it up and concentrate. -3-

Goodluck to me and myself!

2011-02-24T22:06:00.006+08:00

Weak friendship is wrecking off. Sigh~

And that WoonYongjie seems to be very sick! He got 5days Mc. Class without him ain't that fun.. -3-

Uhhs! BROTHER! Get well soon and come back to schooool! ^-^

This few days with StanleyTan, KennyWee, AaronNg, WeichongLim, JunweiLeong, Marsha, Seowfong, Helina and Ezini around me, life isn't that bad! Love them to the max!

Got sick yesterday and somehow still went school today and planning to go for tomorrow's too. Maybe im scare to miss out lessons, or im too afraid to have life without my friends already? I dont know. But i know that i've made some awesome friends out there. ^-^

My throat is hurting much. If it carries on for another 2-3 days, i'll approach a doctor then. For now, i'll just take some medicine. Cause fortunately, my whole family got sick! -3- Me first, then somehow i healed, then my brother got it, carry on to my mother who caught it too. Now again, it strikes me!! WTF! Super lucky eh! hahahs!

Not sure what else to post. I should stop here then,

Byes~

2011-02-21T00:00:00.004+08:00

Went out with FionnBidou and KevinQuan

Met KevinQuan first at JurongEast Mrt station. Soon, FionnBidou joined us and we headed toward Orchard.

Reached Orchard, we walked over to FarEast for Fionn's belly piercing. After that we just went off to PlazaSg for lunch! SakaeTeppanyaki! ^-^

After having lunch, we went to take Mrt to WestMall. But unfortunately, our MrKevinQuan abandoned us. He didnt went there with us. He went off to meet his friends. -3- Me and FionnBidou went on to WestMall and watched What Woman Wants. It wasn't bad. I think AndyLau was really awesome ^-^ After movie, it's already 11.30? So both of us went home.

2011-02-19T10:58:00.003+08:00

Daddy, imissyou!

I was browsing through my camera when this picture was found. It was taken on the day just before you left us. Then every single moment of you flashed by. including how you stopped breathing right in front of me. My tears just couldn't stop falling.

I really miss you daddy. Nothing can bring you back now. But there's so much regrets in me. I should have held your hands more! I should have hug you more. I should have kiss you on your cheeks when you requested it. I should have went out for breakfast with you when you asked me to. I SHOULD! I SHOULD! T^T

And now that you're away, none of this can be done anymore. Who can i tell how much i miss you to? I cant tell mummy. That only makes her worry more about me. Me and elder brother just don't make sense together. Hiding in my room crying like a baby whenever i think of you. No one knows.

I don't know how to stop this tears. Cause even now, right this moment when im typing all this down, my tears cant stop falling. T^T

Daddy, come back to me. I want a hug!

2011-02-17T20:05:00.003+08:00

Xanderettes! ♥

School today wasn't bad! ^-^

Met WoonYongjie and KennyWee in the morning before heading to CollegeWest, then meet AaronNg and LinSeowfong behind Co-op. Stanley met up with us shortly. Head towards auditorium to have P.E. Supposingly, it should be Napfa 2.4 run. But MsMary changed it to next week, so we went on to play Badminton. ^-^

While playing, WoonYongjie hit the shuttlecock and it landed on MsMary's Forest curl hair! Haha! Super funny one lor! I SWEAR! ^-^

After that, CARE and INTNW lessons with MrChionh! ^-^ Fooled around with LeongJunwei and i found out myself loving to play with his hair! Awesome! ^-^ Haha!

Before lesson ended, Fionn arrived outside my class waiting for me to end my lesson. Forever, Leon and Cindy is so fun to disturb! ^-^ Love this couple!

Fionn, me, Yongjie, Philemon, Kenny and Azuan walked around Lot1 for awhile before all of them left leaving me and Fionn alone. We ate PastaMania and then took cab to my house. Currently im at grandma house as there's reunion dinner! Fionn is at BeautyCottage fixing her nails. We're meeting soon to head over to JurongPoint for the movie 'The Rite'. ^-^

2011-02-14T01:03:00.001+08:00

Lonely Valentine!

2011-02-07T13:07:00.004+08:00

One Two Baby Steps, Three Four Baby Steps, Five Six Baby Steps~

Yesterday was quite good. Thanks to those friends that came! Aaron, Chenghan, Seowfong, Kenny, Weichong and my seducing Bitch Fionn! ^-^

Took Polariod photos with them except Fionn. We took photos on digitalcamera.

I really do wonder if i still have my Secondary school friends? Or.... are we strangers already? Sigh, Dont want to think about it much.. =~=

Currently in CollegeWest having DynamicWebApplicationsDevelopment lesson. ^-^

Im tired. But thanks to my same old clique of friend! Although sometimes i do get left out, but they dont totally forgot about me, soon enough, they will talk to me. Sigh~

I miss the old life with you guys. T^T

2011-01-31T11:16:00.004+08:00

SuperShow3!

It's was the BEST! Seriously, we're soooooo near to them!

Before that, we waited the day before. which is 28Jan2011 around 11.40pm we reached there. The wind there were freezing cold that me and my Huishan(Cousin) barely could fall asleep. Then around 4am? It started drizzling! We squeeze toward PenA's queue. The shelter was so small that half of our body were still outside. Lucky a group of kind hearted E.L.F from PenA offered us their umbrella! Thanks so much!

After that around 10-11am, the crews brought us in to the corridors. It was a disaster there! Dont want to say about it. Around 6.20pm? They slowly got us in the Stadium! AWESOME!

We chatted with the cameraman! He told us quite alot things that will be happening and where SuoperJunior will appear around! WOAH! He rocks~ hahhahahs! He did recording for DBSK, Rain and lots more! So awesome! ^-^

Concert started and all the E.L.F went crazy! Trust me! Totally! ^-^

After the concert, it was raining very heavily! Me and Huishan actually got totally drenched when we're running to the MRT station. We took to NicolHighway, then took cab!

Got home and was very tired! Fell asleep straight away after bathing! ^-^

Should end sooon! Having lessons now!

Heeheh! Bye!!!!

It was a AWESOME day!

Leeteukie oppa! ^-^

2011-01-28T13:35:00.010+08:00

You will never know it!

With Grandpa(Chenghan), Grandma(Philemon), Mummy(Aaron), Xiaomei(Seowfong), GayBoy(Yongjie), ShyBoy(Stanley), Boss(Junwei), Weichong, Kenny, Vincent and Eunice, school have been quite awesome till now! ^-^

It was hilarious on Wednesday! I have been calling Junwei "小只的" for the past 2 weeks because for my size, when i see him, he look so small! hehehe! Then on Wednesday, during Internetworking lesson, Mr chionh got me and Junwei to try first on practical computer to computer cross-over cable. I seriously dont know how to do. Then Junwei knows it all! Mr chionh then say, "You dont know nevermind, Junwei korkor will teach you." So funny lah! Couldnt stop laughing when he said that!

For yesterday, after class, we broke into Class QM1101A room! Yongjie, Stanley, Kenny and Weichong went in to play Counterstrike, they got super funny names for there characters! Yongjie one is "cheebye", Stanley one is "lanjiao", Kenny one is "shooturballs" and for Weichong one i forgotten. But i know also dirty dirty one! Hahhahs! ^-^

Lastly, today! We all wore Full Uniform. Maybe not all, our clique, Chenghan, Clement, Seowfong, Yongjie, Stanley, Junwei and me wore. Others i dont think so. -3- Evil huhs!! Hahs! Unwillingly, i got forced to wear it by Aaron, but yet he say he couldnt find his uniform and DIDNT WEAR IT! Wth!!

When school ended, we stayed for about 15minutes before we left. Oh yeah! My Xperia couldnt find all the contacts, but it's just in there! Junwei and Yongjie help me take a look at it but also dont know what's wrong.

-3- Guess i need to send my Kisses(Xperia) to service again! T^T

Will be going over to indoor stadium there to overnight today! To anticipate for SS3! OhMyGosh!

Hwaiting! ^-^

My life have changed.

Previously it was all filled with my Secondary school friend.'

But due to 'O' Level, ITE assignments, part-time job!

We parted. Seldom get to meet each other anymore.

A gap is slowly formed in between us.

I do still miss you guys alot! We should hangout someday!

Please~ T^T

2011-01-24T13:56:00.012+08:00

Two is always better then one!

Seriously, that gay boy!

Simply dont match with him! Keep disturbing! But that actually makes a day better! Fun! ^-^

Days in CollegeWest is better and awesome because of all this buddies! SeowFong, Philemon, Chenghan, Clement, Aaron, Junwei, Kenny, Vincent, Stanley, Weichong and Yongjie! hahahas! Ridiculous people! ^-^

But i really miss SecondarySchool life! Having Weixiang, Kengyang, Fangcie, Ian, Alvin, Zhonghan, PohWeekiat, Salikin, Khairul, Fairul, Zawir, Adam, Haikal, Aliffudin, Fatin, Alina, Ili, Aqilah, Shelia, Jean, Geyun, Yuslina, Phoebe and our cutest OngXukuang! T3T

Everything changed, my friends are busy with their own academic! Leading me sticking on to my CollegeWest friends, relying on them.

Where is my life going to end at? What's the aim in my life?

I dont even understand myself! Which is the real me?

2011-01-22T00:42:00.002+08:00

Everything feels so different when someone held your hands and protect you!

It feels so secured.

2011-01-21T11:35:00.001+08:00

One of my best memory of life will be today ♥!

Went to CollegeWest this morning and had a quite normal day with clique~!

Right after school, i went home to prepare. Met Timothy oppa at 3.15pm, we headed to PlazaSg to collect my pay and then meet Geyun at CircleLine. We went toward Stadium and got to Kallang Ice World!

AWESOME EH!!?

It was totally one of my best day of life ♥!

After skating, Timothy oppa went off first, leaving Geyun and i strolling around.. We got balloons and went to eat AwfullyChocolate. She ate a piece of cake, i ate ice-cream!

Maybe it's just me who dont really like chocolate thinks that it's not really awesome!? Laughs~ After some chocolates, we took cab to Lot1, went to arcade and play POPmusic! Has been sooo long since me and Geyun played that game at arcade! Totally felt like the time when we're still Secondary2,3 girls~
Time flies, and now we're already 17! Gosh! Laughs! Im totally tired today! Going to get some sleep now!

Will be going JurongSafra tomorrow for Kbox with my sweetest cousins~♥!

2011-01-20T23:28:00.002+08:00

It's my dad's birthday today~
I do miss him still!
Gosh! Why did he leave me~!
There's still so much things undone.
Tears never fail to fall everytime I think of him..
Daddy, iloveyou!

2011-01-18T08:53:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyo! Updating in school! ^-^

Currently at CollegeWest!

Sitting with OhChenhan, AaronNgShaorong, LinXiaofeng, PhilemonLohJunhao, ClementGohRuining, VincentChiaWenjiang!

Learning how to create a web PAGE! HEHE!

Laoda is more and more irritating! He's insane! Shudup! LOLS!

Bye! Update sooooooon~

2011-01-10T20:36:00.002+08:00

First day of school!

The whole class was awkward only?!
Lecturers ask questions but totally no one replied.
Sigh~ Got to make no friends. Hope tomorrow will be a better day! ^-^

Btw, WesleyTee oppa say he saw me! He was just right IN FRONT of me, then walk up by the stairs BESIDE me and finally right BEHIND me. But guess what? I have totally no idea! hahhahahahs!
He's starting lesson at 3pm tomorrow which means i wont see till him as i end at 3pm. hahhas!

Super boring! We're going to have class blog! LOLS!

2011-01-10T02:03:00.004+08:00

My heart is about to die!

In just a few more hours, it's time for my new life, new environment and new people around me. I'll get so anti-social and things. Im scare actually. Sigh~ Hope everything will come out fine.. I'll just hang on to this course that i dislike. Maybe it isnt going to be that bad.. Just 2 years anyway. Yeah!

All the best, Zolynahh (WooEusebio) Ho Wan Ying!

Hwaiting! ^-^

2010-12-28T01:57:00.008+08:00

Primary School BBQ outing!

Didnt expect that there will be so much chatting and laughing for this outing. But it was really AWESOME! ^-^!
If im not wrong, people who attended are, Fionn, Fiona, Rachel, Jolynn, Esther, Jerome, Aaron, Aaronson, Hakeem, Philemon, Farizul, Raimi, Khairi and Zhiyuan.

Very less but it was great~ ^-^

Took only 2 photos with my own GreenSonyDigitalCamera, others i took it with Polaroid! Most of the pictures are with Fionn's PinkyCamera. Lets wait for her to upload it then! Awesome! Really hope to have more of such outings! It's really FUN! Loves~

Left to right, Top then bottom.

Me and Fionn(Yellow), Jerome and me(SapphireBlue),
Aaron and me(Orange), Rachel and me(Green),

Jolynn, Esther, Rachel, Fiona, me, Fionn(Orange),
Me, Fionn, Fiona(Red), Aaronson, me, Aaron(SapphireBlue), Farizul and me(LightBlue) .

2010-12-27T02:49:00.005+08:00

Alexander Lee Eusebio!

Didnt know before, but now i learned and know what to do next time.

Where i should find you at~

Seriously, it's awesome that his family and relatives all gathered here in Singapore to celebrate CHRISTmas eve and CHRISTmas!^-^

And every single time he's here, there is this one place he will go. Everyday i guess? Hahhas! Now i know where and fans all know it too, next time when he or Ukiss is here in Singapore again, i'll stone there to meet them!
Take autograph from them and of course, PHOTO with them! ^-^ They're friendly! If you really caught them, they will do that! Hehehheas!

Hope he had a plesant trip here!
Cant wait to see him again in Singapore!

Loves~

2010-12-21T14:34:00.008+08:00

Im feeling so nervous!

Just hope that i can get pass the interview smoothly, hope that the person interviewing me will be lenient. Sigh~ HWAITING! T^T

Should go instock food in my house soooooon! ^-^

Love the trip to MarinaBarrage with church brothers and sisters! So fun and hyper! I became darker! hahahahs! Much darker! My skin tone is definitely different! hahas! Yo people, have outing like this more often then! hahahhas! SheliaL, PhoebeLye, BelleO and FatinNasuha lets go out and play tooooo! Miss all of you! Love you, Love you, Love you!

Happy Birthday Uncle BrendonChua!

^-^

SheliaL, please meet soon~ Entertain meeeee!
PhoebeLye, please stop thinking too much! Think of me better!
Belle.O, our pay! T^T Stupid company lah! Pee and Poo on their face!

FatinNasuha, Lets go Universal Studio! ^-^

2010-12-13T01:06:00.002+08:00

Noona came back on the 10thDec.
She bought me this colourful decoration lights.
Took some time to figure out how to fix it~ ^-^
Pretty!

Have been hiding at my new house this few days, clearing up and escaping from life~

2010-12-08T23:46:00.007+08:00

Took picture of how my house is going~ Picture quality suck! Bare with it! ^-^

It's very messy cause it's still not done.

And of course, we're still cleaning up! Tomorrow will move the furniture in! ^0^
Will take picture of my new house when furniture are set!

Entrance and Exit! Shoe racks!

My oppa's complicated room~

My national day room~

My umma's simple room!

Kitchen, dining area, laundry area.

Toilet! ^-^

Walk-in wardrobe, currently still our storage room -.-

BELOVED LIVING ROOM!

Cleaning up need selca too! ^-^

2010-12-07T19:41:00.000+08:00

Dont waste your life, but live your life for a purpose that is bigger then yourself!
Im living for the GLORY.
GLORY is NOT FAME,
GLORY is NOT making yourself a NAME!
GLORY is sacrificing for others, its putting others before yourself!
Its fighting for a cause worth dying for, a purpose worth living for.
True GLORY is virtue and its not something you can buy!
GLORY is something you earn!
Heros are not born, they're made for GLORY!
We were born to go higher.
We were born for adventure!
So DARE to dream bigger!
IF YOU DONT HAVE A PASSION WORTH DYING FOR!
YOU'RE NOTHING WORTH LIVING FOR!
Dont live for the things of this world, they're passing away!
Live for the GLORY that leads to eternity GLORY is grace perfected.
AND OUR GREATEST GLORY IS NOT IN NEVER FALLING,
BUT IN RISING EVERYTIME WE FALL!

2010-12-02T20:59:00.003+08:00

Hellos! Welcome to Zoland again! ^-^

I dreamt of Yesung oppa on the 30rd November! Haahahas! If it's real, i would have a selca with him already! And his handphone number! We'll be friends!! *GRINS*
Forget it, hahhas! But weird eh?! Out of so many idols, i dreamt of Yesunggie oppa. Haahahas! It would be awesome if he sang to me in my dream. Even if it's only a dream, it'll still be so awesome! Gosh!! Hahahhas!

Seriously cant wait for the day im going to move to that new house! Have housewarming! And of course, my super anticipating SUPER SHOW 3!! *Screams*

Find one day, i want to meet my beloved friends! Miss them so much! Plus, i want to go Zoo and Universal Studio! Pleaseeeee~ Anyone? T^T
Tell me again! I MUST GO BEFORE 2011 COMES~

End of Zoland Trip! ^-^

Good nights~

2010-12-01T02:51:00.007+08:00

Have been long since i update my blog.. ^-^ First, i'll give you a SMOOCH!

It's a brand new MONTH! And of course, it's the last month of 2010. Lots of thing happened this year. But thinking back, everything seems so stupid. I've grown much stronger and knowledgeable. Although still clumsy and harsh. But i know it's a great improvement from the past already! Loves~ BTW! ^-^

Welcome again! You're in Zoland! ^-^

It's 2.53am now, still couldn't fall asleep due to my random imaginations. Example, Imagine if i know the idols i love! Imagine if im their friend! Imagine what would happen if i slim myself down, learn korean, head for audition, got in and be a trainee, 1year later debut in a group and get famous! GOSH! *WinkWink* Awesome right!?!?

Okays -.- I should quit thinking! hahahas!
All my random imaginations!

The end of Zoland trip! ^-^

Something else, is that i really miss my FRIENDS! T^T
PhoebeLye, O.Zhenhui.A and SheliaLim still okay lah but FatinN. Gosh! I miss her so much! Our Kpop addictions! OhMyGosh!!!!! Unnie! Pogo shipta! T^T

2010-11-21T01:35:00.009+08:00

Fansign~ Concert!

U-Kiss had done an awesome job on Fan meeting and The King Of Freedom Concert!
Congrats to them! ^-^
Caught alot of Eli's eye contact on my camera! ^-^ Confirm my cousin his ideal girl! Keep looking at her! That's why caught him lots of time! *hahhahas!*

Cant wait for Prom night! Woooooooooooahooooooo! *Wide Smile!*

Alexander's sweet smile! *Melts!*
Dongho's cuteness! *Screams!*
Eli's hotness! *Faints*
KEVIN'S EYE CONTACT ON THE CAMERA PLUS FLY KISS! OHMYGOSH! *HEART ATTACK!*
Kibum's friendliness! SHOOK HANDS WITH HIM! ^-^ *Wide Smile!*
Kiseop's Kiss! He's looking toward this side.. *CRAZINESS!*
Soohyun is SERIOUSLY handsome REAL LIFE! TRUST ME! *Hugs!*

100% Snapped by my own camera! Individual shots and Group shots! ^-^
There are more photos, but going to upload on facebook soon instead on my blog..

2010-11-11T03:19:00.001+08:00

"Love is like pain, oops"-- Xander
"Love is like happiness"-- Eli
"Love is like a song"-- Kevin

Everyone has a different view of Love.

To me, almost like Kevin's..

Love is like melodies of life~♥

2010-11-09T21:21:00.001+08:00

Park Jungsu!(Leeteuk) Kim Kibum! (Key) Jang Hyunseung! AlexanderLeeEusebio! Woo SungHyun! (Kevin)

^-^

2010-11-08T04:36:00.004+08:00

Jianfeng, Huishan, Steven, Huijun, Grandma, Wanying, Weetong, Chenghao, Andy, Yingzhou, Yeeyit.
大姨丈, 三姨, 大姨, 妈妈, 外婆, 大舅(?), 大舅妈(?), 二姨, 二姨丈.
(Sorry -3- In fact, i anyhow call them one.. For my whole 16years till now, i just figured out what is the difference in 阿姨 and 姑姑.. -.-)

Happy Belated Birthday to my Mother!
o6November2o1o!
Happy Advanced Birthday to my Grandma!
16November2o1o!

2010-11-05T01:04:00.007+08:00

Very Good Morning! ^-^

In a super good mood!

Awesome ehs?!

Having facial later at 10am.. Have been dragging it for days.. Cause im too lazy to walk there. (nua-ness)

Went to Plaza Sg with Phoebe and bought a dress for my Grandma's birthday.. Will be finding for Heels and Shawl/Cardigan another day.. But before Sunday!
Saw that funny Mister of Kazokutei again.. Took pictures with him.. ^-^

Then me and Phoebe waited for Belle to end her work again.. On our way back on the train, trust us! We're SUPER irritated! A whole bunch of Blacks! Came aboard and ridiculously will lean on you or knock till you. SQUEEZE till you no place to STAND! SUPER irritated! AHHHS!

Can't wait for my Grandma's Birthday Celebration, Jean's Birthday Celebration, U-Kiss performance at Bedok, Prom and my NEW HOUSE!! ^-^

2010-11-02T00:48:00.004+08:00

Meet Phoebe at JurongEast at 2.30pm, head toward BugisJunction for lunch at SakaeSushi first then we went BugisStreet to shop..

Got myself a sling bag and Phoebe got herself a pair of black shoes for work.

After that we took Mrt to Taka, caught nothing there so we walked over to Fareast. Got myself a Pacman ring and a present for Belle. ^-^
After that we took Bus 171 to PlazaSg. Walked around and spotted lots of things that i want! Decided to ask Umma for money and shop on Thursday again. Btw, Phoebe and i went to Kazokutei to have our dinner. That Mister there was really funny and cute.. (Laughs) After eating, we waited for Belle to end her work. Finally! ^-^

Photos with Phoebe and Belle.

Ending with Belle's crazy pose with Ajisen! ^-^

2010-10-09T23:37:00.005+08:00

Finally! The last day of school landed! ^-^
Feeling so stress-free and char yuk! (Learn it from KevinWooo)

Went to school on Friday and took my last paper! Food and Nutrition!
It was a very horrible one! (hahahas) But forget it.. Took a picture with David, and it's all thanks to Geyun, Phoebe, Alina & Zhenhui! (Laughs!) After paper, we headed over to JurongPoint. Alina did not join us for some reason, so ended up with me, Phoebe, Zhenhui, Geyun and Elvis going. We went for ear piercing at X-Craft. Geyun got two piercing i think? Left ear, upper and second hole. Phoebe got one piercing, Left upper ear. I got two too! ^-^ Inner right ear meat and Upper left ear. Awesomeness! Finally got the courage to pierce both of it! ^-^ All thanks to Zhenhui! After piercing, Geyun and Elvis went off as they are planning to go Bugis.. Zhenhui went off too for her LifeGroup. Me and Phoebe went to grab our dinner and after that, went searching for a 13x9 baking tray.

Thanks to the awesome ME! ^-^ We found a 12x9 one. Better than not able to get one that close! (hahhahas)

Im speaking too much today! Should end it fast and sweet!

It doesn't matter if you guys are still my friends now or not.
I just really want to thank you guys for entering my life,
Changing it in a good way and of course, a wonderful one.
You guys make my life meaningful..
At many times, our jokes on each other might be too overboard causing uncomfortable to one.

Apology toward it.
Dont take it too serious in mind.
Maybe sometimes we got anyone of us pissed off and really deeply felt insulted inside,
please, do know that it isnt so that we dont know what we did wrongly.
It's just that sometimes "Im sorry" might be a hard word to say.
But cause of our little friendship, it got over and we're still by each other's side.

I do want to say this to you guys.
Im sorry for all my temper and stubborn thoughts, i love you guys! ^-^

To Phoebe: Im sorry sometimes we did quarrel and things, the trust in you for me might be at it's lowest term.
But thank you, thank you for always being there for me, knowing what is best for me and what's not.

Knowing when i need comfort, knowing when im at my lowest point i need God.
Being by my side encouraging me whenever you can.

Thank you! Love you tons!

To Alina and Fatin: Thank you for all your encouragement, you guys brought me back to the right path instantly.
I finally studied. After long, i had already gave up for my future.
But you guys stood by, not giving up hope, asking me to go study with you guys.

Teaching me what i dont know..

Thank you, sometimes i got all stressed up and vent my anger at you guys.

Thank you for not blaming me. Im sorry for doing so.

I love you guys!

To Zhenhui: Thanks! You didnt really have a impact on my life, darling! hahahhaas! Fake! ^-^

You left laughters and joy in my insane life! Thanks girl!
Some of my crazy courage came from you. I dont know how, but it just did.
Love you!

To Geyun: We had a hard quarrel that time, didn't we? I might not have changed like what i said.
But thank you for bearing it still.

During the past, you stayed by my side when im feeling really down and broke down in front of you.
Really thank you for staying there.
Love you!

To Jean: Althought you haven't been coming to school, i got to meet you up quite much recently.
Im really glad.
Everytime im with you, laughters are always there..
Thanks for creating much laughters in my life.

To Shelia: We're having a serious quarrel now. I dont know why and how i got all this started.

But thinking back, it felt dumb. I dont really know if you will read till this or not, care or you dont care.

But still, thank you so much. Im with you since secondary 1.
Thank you for staying by my side many times.
There are so many times i did crazy things that hurt you, pissed you, anger you, blame you and of course many more.
Thanks for tolerating it till now.. I might still be that fat dog with crocodile tears to you.
Cares from me are fake to you. But i still do want to say.
Im sorry, Thank you!

2010-10-06T16:20:00.002+08:00

Behind every tears, there's always a reason~

2010-10-03T21:52:00.004+08:00

Cant wait for 'N' Level to be over,
Cant wait for my new house to be done!

Cant wait for the Genting trip on the 18th October!
Cant wait for the Korea trip on the 26th December!

And i hope people understand.
I do say alot about Ikea, Vivo, Dustbin or what Zippo thing.
But i doesn't mean i like them..
It's just looking at some people what..

It is easy to get someone that catches your eyes, but it's not that easy to get someone that catches your heart.

You know... He's still daebak! ^-^ 2 o'clock

To all! 'N' Level HWAITING!
All the best!

2010-09-23T21:40:00.003+08:00

The 3D graphic for my new house.. What do you think?

Gate ^-^

Living room~

Kitchen~

My brother's room

My room.. Bed, and furniture are totally different. But the paint, flooring and television will be around that ^-^

How is it?

2010-09-16T19:33:00.003+08:00

It's your first month death anniversary!

Thinking back, you've promised me so many things.. You promised me to go prawning together, fishing together, bring me go Philippine to eat fresh seafood and lots.. You promised! But why didn't the time allow you to fulfil your promise.. Memories between us are still not created.! It's so regretful to me. Thinking about this just makes me cry. But everything is too late. This promises can only remain in my heart, deep in my heart~ When you here for me, i always felt that you're so nagging, irritating and so. But i really miss you now. I'm sorry.

Sigh, i should stop here.. Iloveyou♥!

16August2010, 2pm.

2010-09-11T13:08:00.006+08:00

Sometimes smiling around is the point that everyone will think you're happy.

Cause if a smile can save all the worries of your dearest friends. Why not just give it a shot? It wont be hard. Tears cant be fallen right in front of them you know? Cause i wont want them to worry, and you know it wont help. It cant revive a person that stopped breathing physically. So believe that the spiritually him is living in a perfect place where there will no longer be pain for him. He will no longer need to suffer.
That's awesome right? Oh, yeah~ Praise it!

耶稣说：复活在我, 生命也在我. 信我的人, 虽然死了, 也必复活.

(John 11 : 25)

2010-08-16T21:34:00.001+08:00

Daddy, iloveyou♥
Rest peacefully in heaven!
We will learn how to takecare of ourselves.
We will takecare of mummy.
ILOVEYOU!♥

2010-08-10T22:56:00.002+08:00

Cant believe my dad just ask that woman go up the hospital and visit him.
That woman along with the 3years old boy got caught right up by my grandma and 3rdaunt! WTF? Heard from them that boy look just like my brothers.. It happened just yesterday~ That woman is in SINGAPORE now! Wows! Fcuks~
Just told my mum about this today as we think she has the right to know it. After hearing about it, she stoned and never spoke after that~ Me and my brother just got freaked out. And cried~ We know that mummy is crying in the bathroom, we waited till she came out.. Luckily now, she's sleeping~

Hope everything will be fine..

I would really like to see that 3years old and 8years old kids.

2010-08-01T14:40:00.003+08:00

Never Ending Charms ♥

2010-07-29T06:43:00.003+08:00

Everything felt so unrealistic now.

I cant tell which is true, which is false anymore.

I dont have the strength to accept lots of truth.

But im thankful that i know it.

Be with me! iloveyous~

Gosh! Prelims are getting close!

Im still totally not prepared! Stress!

Hope i can makeit over "N" :D

2010-07-27T21:12:00.002+08:00

This is too much.
I dont accept any of this!

Pleaseeeee~

Tell me everything is fine..

2010-07-21T19:26:00.003+08:00

I feel like crying all of a sudden.
Looking at my dad, suffering, fighting against this cancer.
I know, i really know, his day is getting nearer and nearer..
He cant even breath properly now.
I really know..
But im soo not prepared for any of this.
My tears are falling from saying all this.
Even my mum asked me to get my heart set and prepared.
I dont know what to do.
Im suddenly all afraid.

Afraid of the days...

The days without him..

Gosh! What can i do? (Crys)

Please, dont let everything happen that fast..

2010-07-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

Those memories last...

2010-07-13T23:17:00.003+08:00

Lets make this my last post for you.

Totally agree with the phrase of..

People only learn how to cherish when it's gone.

For the whole day, my mind is filled with emotions.

Filled with OUR laughter.

The day when we skipped school and went to partyworld at woodlands..
But we got all broke and asked Ignatius to come save us.

And even the last of our happy moment on saturday..

Our laughter together..

It just stays in my mind..

But now is time for everything to get back on its track and move on.

Let me just be like this for the last time...

Kaixinguo, iloveyous~ Best wishes for your future, alright? If there's any problem, seek for Girlfriend.. Or even rTang. Dont get it all bottled up and get all stressed up.

Please take good care of yourself, dont hurt yourself like the past.

GoodLuck~

Everything will end with this post.

Maybe our minds are not with us previously...

2010-07-13T14:03:00.002+08:00

Wows, im so sorry!
I didnt know being good to you telling you that there is fnn aep in the afternoon is a form of attitude to you! So sorry im pushing my LUCK toward your LIMIT!
So SORRY. I didnt make it clear from mr lim that he told you before.
It's all my fault! wows! SOOOOO SORRY!
My tone sound no attitude to me! Dont tell me you dont even know how i sound when im in attitude!. Or you've fast forgotten.

We've never blamed or planed to ignore you when you say you patched up with Ronald. After our short disappointment, we faced it. I never ever say i HATE Ronald! I even told Ronald to treat you well! I wished you guys would get your problems SETTLED!
Seriously! Wows! Thanks for teaching me that im showing you an attitude by all this business! By all this care im giving you even though im slightly disappointed before! IM SO SORRY!
Good luck from now!
It's ALL my fault!

2010-07-11T21:21:00.002+08:00

Darling, you know im still a little disappointed right?

I respect your decision, girl.
Promise me,

Protect.

You know what i mean..

Treat her well, boy.

2010-07-10T00:46:00.002+08:00

Hyunseung yeobo ah! You're only allow to hold my hand you know? (HeartBreak)

2010-07-02T23:33:00.001+08:00

Update on a few picture of the Autograph session! :D

Aint they just dashing?

Totally cant forget the moment when Hyunseung smiled right before my eye!

The Beauties on the same van as me stalking Beast~

The rocking uncle that made the last day so awesome! :D

2010-07-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Leeteuk!
(LOVES)

Best Leader!
28 years old!

2010-06-28T13:09:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I didn't know that you're much more irritating then i ever thought!

Fcuk you!

Totally! What suits you best is licking my shyt!

I got my heart soften a little.

But i totally don't think there is a need now!

You don't even suit to be a human!

Stupid Chicken! Lick my shyt lah!

2010-06-26T03:12:00.009+08:00

Showcase of yesterday in points.

-Dad drove me to mediacorp.

-Cut in the queue as my friend was queueing in front.

-Got the number ticket.

-Free time till 4pm.

-Went amk hub.

-Stoned at Mos Burger.

-At 3pm, took bus and got back mediacorp.

-Sat at gate to wait for my friend to come back and meet me.

-Made new friend. Eugenia and Eugenie. The cute twins.

-We got in and sat at the carpark and wait for the time to come upon.

-Got call from my friend and went up to bring them in.

-Soon 5.45pm staff called for numbers and queues are form accordingly.

-Got in and i was sitting not far from the stage.

-In fact, right in the sight where they could see easily me and i could see them.

-Totally high!

-When they're singing "Shock", Eugenia, Eugenie and i left for the van to stalk B2st.

-Totally regretted that i didn't finish watch "Shock" That was what i waited to whole day and even WHOLE FEW WEEKS!

-Stalk them back to their hotels.

-And uncle dropped us at city hall.

-Took mrt, got home around 12am plus.

-Around 1am? Eugenia called me and ask me go IMM write queue list first.

-Cabbed there and cabbed home.

-SLEEPING TIME!

Today!

Woke up at 6.15 in the morning by Eugenia's call. Got prepared and left for IMM at 8-9am. But found out we ain't suppose to line up until 3pm. So me, Eugenia, Eugenie along with their friends walked around, stone around. Until Banquet opens, we went in and stayed there. Most of them fell asleep. But i just don't feel sleepy. After awhile, we had a little laughs as some of them are doing weird things, thinking of weird things and saying weird jokes.
Then around 12.40pm we heard that there's line queued up already. So we went down to see. I went to buy things while the go meet the friends lining up. I went to get lens for Noona and I bought a milk flavoured Big Lollipop with 15 small lollipops inside for Hyunseung! (Loves)
Then i called Eugenia to see where they're. But she say that no queues were allowed. So we went back Banquet. Had our lunch and some sleep again. Around 1.30-2pm? Eugenia's friend say they're queueing up already. So we went down and queue up outside the IMM. The fan that have the list for the queue number was getting us into order. And about 400 fans were already in line orderly. But at 3pm, the brainless security guards shouted that the official lines starts opposite! All the 600++ to no number fans ran over first as people in front couldn't hear. Then it was like even those people that overnight was standing right behind. People around number 100-400 are then behind 1000! Totally ridiculous! Fans protested, quarrelled and fight for our queue numbers. But the stupid security/organiser just wont! Totally pissed off! They're brainless! Only bubbles are in their head! So unreasonable and ridiculous! Some fans think it was too ridiculous so the just queued outside fish'n co. Instead of the opposite side where the guards told us. Then suddenly argument outside fish'n co. started. Some people from fish'n co. came over and waned to cut into the line we stand. We fought for it till the last minute!
It was soon 6pm. Then we saw the door opened and people went in. We shouted, we screamed. But the guard got pissed and he shouted that the people going in are from the front of the official line. Confirm. So we slowly enter the roof even if we're over 1000. They let around 2000-3000 fans up i think? But still so pissed off that we could actually be in front and not over a 1000 standing at the back. We waited at the roof and totally highness when B2st came up on stage. They took photos with those fans that got the Golden tickets and went backstage to change and came out for autograph session already.
We slowly moved up and quite some time after we got in the first line queueing and preparing to go up to let them sign our album. At the first line i kept shouting "Hyunseung oppa! Boshita! Boshita! Hyunseung oppa!" The queue is moving and soon it's my turn! AWESOME!
I got up the stage and Yoseob was the first one. He and i was like staring into each others eyes for 2-3secs? Then i got all blushed! So i laughed. Lols! Then he just give a silly, cute giggle. (Melted!) Next is Doojoon. I don't know what the girl in front of me said to him but i heard him saying, "Marry you? Yesss." Omgs! Hahahas! Then he just looked at me, smile, sign and smile again. (Crazily charms! Going insane.) After him is my boy! HYUNSEUNG! :D! I got right up to him and said "oppa, boshita" when he's looking right into my eyes! OMG! THEN HE SAID THANK YOU! He sign the album looking at me and not the album! I got all MELTED! My heart stopped! While waiting for Dongwoon side, i stayed in front of him and said to him "boshita" again. He looked at me and said thanks again! OMGOSH! (Faints!) IMLOVINGIT! After Hyunseung, it's Dongwoon. He wasn't paying attention to me. He was taking the lollipop a fan girl gave and looking at Kikwang's side when i said "anneong", then after he signed the album then he looked up and smile at me, Disappointed but he's really handsome. (Smiling in sorrow) Kikwang's turn, a staff got her hand out to him and he took off a silver ring from his finger and then he looked at me with his killing smile and i said "boshita". He smiled and said thanks, I got all high up! (Scream and cheer) Lastly is our cola hyung. HAHAS! Junhyung, he was so polite! And CUTE! Love him! :D He looked at me for only 1-2secs then quickly sign the album but when he's signing, i said "boshita oppa" He looked up and smiled! OMG! He's really into a cool image that kills! Im sooo Hyper after his eyes looked at me! (Heart stolen!)
Gosh! They just made all my tiredness, hunger and ache gone! THEY ROCK! LOVES!

Beast IS the B2st!

After the autograph i've got from them, me, Eugenia and Eugenie quickly ran to the van. And waited for B2st to end their Autograph session. Time got by fast. And they're out. We follow and arrived at their hotel. We ran all the way and saw them for a few seconds. From the time the got out from the mini bus to the time where the enter the hotel back door. That fast. (Laughs)

The uncle parked the van somewhere and we waited for quite long till the came out, got up the coach and headed for malaysia. The uncle rocks! Uncle boost the speed and we got beside the coach and stayed in constant speed beside the coach for quite some time. It was so high! (Laughs) Yoseob got a fan's gift placed at the window of the coach where he is sitting at. A turtle with his name tag. Then the uncle drove forward. And we saw someone! Omg! We just waved like mad! But in the end we found out that it was the manager! (LAUGHS!) The manager pull off the curtain and looked out. So adorable lah! (Giggles) We knew but we just kept waving still. Cause the manager wasn't bad looking too you know? In fact he look cute! He looks like he's only 20++ old i think. Pretty young eh? After waving to him uncle slow down to the back where the turtle is again. But unfortunately all the curtains are still closed. No one looked out. (Sob) Uncle got in front of the coach as the other vans need to see too. We can't be selfish, right? (Smile) There were like 5 vans, 3-4 maxi cabs and 6-8 normal cab. Gosh! Totally crazy. That scene is unforgettable! Seriously! (Laughs) But after we moved the van and let other see, the coach switched off the lights! It was all dark. Fan still can't see in the end i guess. (But i heard from another van's fan, Yoseob got his head out from the closed curtain and played with that turtle. Those fans were really lucky!)

But uncle say it was the last day already so they don't want care. For us, they're doing it! The 5 vans HORNED and HORNED! Then we saw the lights went on again! OMGOSH! (Laughs) Awesome. But awhile later, they off it again. When the coach is reaching the tuas soon, uncle boost the speed again and went first, next to the coach. But no one looked out. We only saw the lights are on and a few guys standing and unsure of what they're doing. And not sure if it's them anot too. After that i got into another van and the uncle drove me back ChineseGarden. I got home around 1.45am. I guess it's time to sleep! (Tired)

Hope Hyunseung will eat the milk lollipops well!

Dont be greedy and share it with the members.

In videos you always look so perfect and awesome.

Friendliness and warmth is always found in you.

But in life, YOU ARE MUCH MORE PERFECT THEN I THOUGHT!

A ZILLION TIMES MORE AWESOME THEN I THOUGHT!

OMGOSH! ILOVEYOU HYUNSEUNG!

Pictures and videos will be post later.

2010-06-15T14:16:00.009+08:00

No matter how gifted,
you alone cannot change the world.

Now that I've forgotten what is it that hurts in my heart, everything got
numb. No more pain. I hated the me that got jealous over and over again.

I had enough of that.

But luckily, everything got numbed.

Now all I think about are my Kpops.

They never fails to make my day.

Never fails to make a smile on my face.

Never fails to surprise me.

Never fails to say iloveyous.

Yeahs! Totally awesome.

Imissyou still..

Changed my Blog song. Totally love the lyrics! (Beast-Yet)

I never wanted to admit it
I never thought we were ending like this
But i gotta say, i still love you

I cant remember what i did today
I was waiting for your call and i ended up doing nothing
I really miss you and in my mind
I can still see the images of you
Those who doesn't know smiles and
Ask how you are doing
The word "break up" is still unfamiliar
So i couldn't say anything about it

(Chorus)
I still haven't learned about breaking up
And still not sure what sadness means
Still even if you leave me for now
I wont believe it. Tears wont come out
Still even if it sounds like a lie rather then a sad song
Still i can feel little by little
Now I'm crying i guess it's beginning

(RAP)
I wanna rewind it you and i laughing in this picture
The loneliness wrapping around me and i spend the night in tears
Oh shyt!
After you've left, the sad love has built a falling love spaceship.

You've lingered in my mind all day and
You've left and i cant do anything about it
Now i want to catch you
But now i cant love if it's not you
I miss when i would look at you and you would smile back.
No matter how i try we probably cant be together
The fact i wasn't a decent man lingers in my mind
And i keep regretting that

(Chorus)
I still haven't learned about breaking up
And still not sure what sadness means
Still even if you leave me for now
I wont believe it. Tears wont come out
Still even if it sounds like a lie rather then a sad song
Still i can feel little by little
Now I'm crying i guess it's beginning

Never knew it would hurt this much
(I never know)
If i knew what it meant earlier
(No No)
Rewind the time
so i could
have held you back
and never let you go

I still haven't learned about breaking up
And still not sure what sadness means
Still even if you leave me for now
I wont believe it. Tears wont come out
Still even if it sounds like a lie rather then a sad song
Still i can feel little by little
Now I'm crying so please come back to me

2010-06-14T23:47:00.003+08:00

I totally got my eyes glued to his smooth dance. (LOVES)

HYUNSEUNG AH

(Left side)

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Cant wait for Thurday and Friday!
Btw, Wesley is soooo LOVED! (Laughs)
LETS GO ZOO! :D

Happy Belated Birthday!
Shelia Lim and Bryan Yeo
Both on 13 June 1994!
LOVES!

2010-06-10T17:10:00.006+08:00

This video is for Fatin :D
You're Gonna melt. Fatin :D

And this makes me melt! Hyunseung's part! OMG!

(Kikwang, Hyunseung, Dongwoon, Yoseob, Doojoon, Junhyung)

Lastly, Lets look at my pitiful boys.
Heechul, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Shindong. (Sungmin)
Water splash game :D

(They made a deal, Whoever fell asleep at places except their own bed,

others will splash water on that person to wake him up!)

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Sigh, on tuesday my dad got hospitalized due to some infection on the inner organ.

Then yesterday i went to pay a visit to him. He seem much better :D

Have been home for a few days already.

Really bored.. Please ask me out. LOLS :p

I want to go ZOO and Ice-Skating lah! D:

I miss you guys! (BRIGHT SMILE)

lalalas. Dont know what else to post.

First, i went for SHINee autograph session at Lot1

Second, i got to go to SuperJunior Showcase at Marina Bay Sand

Next, coming up, BEAST! Going for both their Autograph session and Showcase!

Totally AWESOME! :D

2010-06-09T23:12:00.003+08:00

(whisper whisper) This is for that fcuking fellow i hated this 2-3 days.

不要跟我讲些大道理. 应为你本身也该拿拿镜子照照你那讨人厌的样子.

真受不了, 动不动就乱发些不必要的脾气. 弄得大家都厌烦你.

一开始的我还甚至以为是我自己不够了解那一面的你. 但我发现的是, 你更本就是变本加厉地在利用我. 我是不知道我该不该相信嘉怡以前和我说过关于你为何要和我做朋友以及和我出去的原因. 我试着相信你. 但我一次又一次地感到失望.

到现在你还以为大家不知道你做过什么"好事"吗? 甚至你有多"干净". 我受够你了. 不要太自以为是. 那只会让我越来越讨厌你. 不要在我面前装高雅, 清纯. 而且, 你的名誉也很糟.
认识你的人都大概知道. 不要再让我说出跟难听的你了.

Knowing myself that im ugly, im fat.

Im hated by lots of people..

I dont flirt around like you.

I learn my lesson from trying to get close to qy.

So i wont want to try it anymore.

But you, yourself still doesnt know how you look like.

You make me feel sick! EEEEWKS! (PUKE)

2010-06-03T16:05:00.004+08:00

i apologise for not updating my blog for sooooo long.

Have been busy watch my new addiction dearest boys.

Sooooooooo BEAST!!

(which kind of them do you like more?)

(style and charisma)

(cute and lively)

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But for me, i love just the way they're! ADORABLY DORK-ie! :D

I should get on the post what i update my blog for.

I really dont wish our friendship just sank to the bottom of the sea.

This isnt the way it should be.

You guys are the on that kept me going on in school.

Life without you guys might just kill me.

Im not trying to use anyone for you.

It's just a feeling. And it doesnt mean im.

Fine... Anthing (>_<*)

Have to really buck up on my FNN coursework.

im lacking alot. D:

Going out later to meet Mrs Lee [Fatin] first,

then we'll be heading over to meet Noona [Phoebe] and Alina (Loves!!)

2010-05-18T01:25:00.004+08:00

I wont deny, i wont explain.

Cause it doesnt matters anymore.
Talking, messaging to someone that doesnt believe anymore is a waste of time and money.

Things are special when you first got it,

but sooner or later, it will just be a past that you will ever remember.

Nothing last forever even if once it has been promised or said.

Cause people think others will understand them but it's such foolish.

Cause every minute, every second, A human is changing.

Dont tell me you didnt change.
Cause humans with feelings and emotion changes without knowing.

Leave if you want, cause if you really think so,

my words cant change your mind...

Last point,

from the first time i ever met you and say,

I dont believe there's a true friend.

And seriously, even Fionn..

To me is not one. Not because of anything.

But myself. Im sensitive towards life.

Life is just tougher then it looks.

It's tiring to live a life normally.

Hanging on to different masks everyday.

Even crying to people, trying to say out the sorrows in you,

people can scold you telling you, you're dumb.

True friends doesnt exist.

At least in my world.

It really doesnt.

2010-05-12T20:51:00.003+08:00

It's finally out!
I've been waiting sooooo long! (LOVES)

Charming + Cute! (LOVES)

2010-05-02T20:23:00.004+08:00

All my mood is gone in a blink.

But nevermind.. My mask is hanged up immediately :D

Dont think too much,

all of you are just my good brothers and sister.

Love isnt a matter to say at this moment of time.

Im treating everyone i know differently as i know i must have my attitude changed..

i love all of you :)

2010-05-01T00:31:00.003+08:00

A best brother I'll never forget.
Happy Birthday to Timothy Noronha!!
Babe! Happy Birthday (loves)

2010-04-29T19:11:00.007+08:00

Not sure when i will ever post again.
But i have been getting more and more lazy to update my blog after i moved as everytime i reach home, im very tired and would rather just drop dead on bed or watch my korean variety :p
Sooooooo just to say...

MYE IS HERE! AHHHHS!

STUDY HARD AND CATCH UP WITH DD's MARKS! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

Have been trying really hard to catch up and the result of it is quite good as i passed my current maths test and my english ca1 passed TOO! :D

So i believe i can catch up in no time!!
(If i continue to study hard.)
But seriously, im getting lazy.. (giggles)

2010-04-24T23:08:00.005+08:00

Im so lazy to be uploading pictures at this timing. (Giggles)
So lets push it to other day :3

Finally they're back from Taiwan with lots of things!
My brother got me a stitch soft toy and a purse with my name. (Uhhs! I hope that stitch could be a scrump instead..)
My mum got me 3-4 clothings and 1 of it is hand drawn! Cute and pretty :D
My cousin got me SUPER JUNIOR TEE :D Super LOVE it :D (Im still checking if it's the official tee or not :D)
And the others bought us food to feed us fatter! (Laughs)

Lalalas! Hearing about their trip makes me laugh like crazy!
They quarrelled with a tourmate! LOLS! Almost fight!
But got held back.. Will tell you guys about the funny story during school.
It's hard to explain out here :D
And now that it's late... Im heading to bed :D NIGHTS!!

2010-04-13T20:52:00.002+08:00

Lunatics! :D

Super lazy for school! But i still went. (Laughs)
It wasnt that bad.. Blah blah blah.
After school, Went yewtee mac with Fatin, wanted to study. Then Timothy my beloved brother saw me :D He still rocks like always! Love him yeah!! I sat there wanting to study but still nothing gets into my head. So i gave up.
Wanting and Alina were planning to go JurongPoint, so i left Fatin. I felt so guilty (sobs) This is the second time i broke me words towards her. Im so, so, so sorry! Darling, Leehongki went there to find you right?! :)

Took MRT and they hopped in, we headed to JurongPoint, blah blah blah things. Then im homed!!
Thanks guys, you guys made my day a awesome one :D
(Loves)(Loves)(Loves)(Loves)(Loves)(Loves)(Loves)(Loves)(Loves)(Loves)(Loves)(Loves)(Loves)(Loves)

2010-04-11T22:08:00.007+08:00

Stop thinking that my mood is down!
Cause my smile is THAT BIG!

My holiday is over, my break is done :D
MY MOOD IS BACK WITH A BRAIN WITH IT!
I just got a little broke down on Friday morning to afternoon :D
Thanks Geyun for not stopping me. Letting me burst out my tears and i felt so much better after that :D
Thanks Wanting for caring for me so much and accompanying me at night searching for presents and entertaining my day :D (with a small credit to that noisy guy, Jianrong)
Thanks Alina, Fatin, Jean, Shelia, Yongyong, Javin, Chenann, Wesley and some others, for giving me opinion on the brand item :D

LOVES!

Wows, today when to "baibai" for 'qingming jie'. So i woke up the latest obviously... (LAUGHS) At 7.30am i woke up prepare we all headed towards the first venue at Yishun. Not sure about the temple's name. (LOLS) Go "baibai" my greatgrandma. After that my cousin and grandma crossed the road to wait for my uncle's lorry come then i stayed outside the temple waiting for my brother and aunt. We crossed the road together as it's green man for human, red light for cars. There was a very heavy traffic there then a bus was blocking us i guess. A black car just speed by, PASSING THE RED LIGHT! DASHING! I WAS LIKE 2 STEPS AWAY FROM IT! I ALMOST GOT KNOCKED! IM ALMOST DEAD RIGHT THERE! WTF!?
Forget it.. After that we headed towards Mandai the cemetery? Now is "baibai" my grandpa. CROWDED LIKE SHYT! (laughs) After that is our final venue... ChoaChuKang cemetery.. My greatgrandpa.. It's still a gravestone eh! The sun was burning there! We were almost cooked alive! (Gosh, phewww) Finally we headed back home.
And stoned at home for the rest of the day :D LALALAS!

2010-04-10T10:38:00.002+08:00

WongKengYang! Rest Well! :D

Went to school, after school, Yewtee point walk, Elvis house staircase, Elvis house, Mrt, home, bath, mrt, meet Wanting.

Met Wanting and headed to JurongPoint! :D (Sorry Noona! You waited long :D)
Reached JurongPoint walking around to find presents... Got a idea for Alvin's one already.. So im saving up.. Not currently still searching for Fangcie, Kengyang, Geyun and Shelia's... My budget aint very high.. So please dont get your hope tooooo HIGH...

Im sorry i pissed you off on Thursday night...

2010-04-08T22:51:00.003+08:00

Heartless freak~

Went school, and of course like always, only Alina and Geyun were there. But later when recess is near, Wanting came :D
After school, we went Lot1 to meet Fatin.. Do lalalas... Then me and Wanting stoned at Zinc for dont know how many hours? After that, we're both got tired~ So we headed home :)

You're a heartbreaker...

2010-04-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

I lost all my mood!!
Im not posting my blog today again.
btw,

Happy birthday Gaddiel!

Im still on time to say that again (Smiles)